Battle is Hard

salam,

Battle is Hard~

written by:irnasofia

It's been long to grief this any longer,

I should stop thinking of it,shall be the one to say,

I don't care

I should take the sword,

Holding it tight

endure the stabs

Although all rainbow i seen,

not all that nice

But you make me

learn

think

we can't always

had that nice

sorround us

i lost my only strength

in the battle of line

i lost it when i'm breathless

on that ground

but then,

i remember your words

to keep breathing,

to keep surviving,

to keep holding,

to keep fighting,

over this

and i'm remember your fight,

with those circle round things,

with the men in the white coat,

and waters to flow,

i was too.

although i collapse

falling from this,

but your words and strength close

hold me to bold

Buti don't know,

which hurt the most

losing you or pain that never eases,

when in pink, then you came,

it starts aching again,

your smile i see

holding me tight

squeezing the day

You are my heartbeat,

beating inside of me,

carrying me through,

everything in front me

when i'm feel sad,

you tell me stories,

to live in cherish day,

and tears that i had,

dry without falling apart

i miss our chats

the way you used to talk

about dreams and desires

but now,

i'm left wondering

alone

soon,

i wake up,

from a long rest,

and i know

i can't see you more

and it's a fact that i have to pay,

because you're far away

i hope i can follow you

to the deep sleep,

meeting the Most Powerful,

so that i can make everyonepleased,

not what i did now,

longing for love and cares,

troubling the ones i love

then i realize,

God did the right thing to you,

and He want me to stay here,

to get back in track,

that you had left.

words,

I'm a martyr,

stood in front battle line,

i'm a fighter,

with a hand full of braveness,

i'm a soldier,

who hold the gun in green

cause,

i'm not a surrender!

* i keep fighting! *

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