The Vies

The Vies

written by: irna

eina!

it's awkward,

yes it is,

in silence

of the night,

stood over the moon,

after the long deeps,

and ado.

eina!

i'm done to groan,

and sick of grones,

but i can't let myself vies,

vies for life.

as my eies can't carry more,

and my tears won't drop more,

as i struggle for moneth,

the moneth of vies.

yes.

i am a vann.

stood weakly in front of the battle line,

battle for myself

the only sword that i have,

it only a vial of physick,

but i know,

all of these vies,

have all the reason,

reason for one.

this poem is really meant to me.hope u get the meaning n the feeling.for your convenience, these are the meaning of certain words~

vies=(in diction. to compete strongly with somebody in order to obtain or achieve something) for this poem, it is struggle

eina= used to express sudden pain

ado=(in dictionary,[immediately]) but for this poem it is [trouble]

grones=groans

eies=eyes

moneth=month

vann=those in front of war

vial=phial [small jar of medicine]

physick=medicine

please comment and state your thoughts about this poem!..~

My Style

sbb mcten pom dh mgesa irna srh post a poem,so irna pom bbuat demikian..kebetulan, irna dah create poem bru..sbbnya ada bnda tjadi(don't ask me!)..n kebetulan jgop pd hari Slasa ari tuh irna ke library awam sbb nk buat kerja sket..dh pergi library nk buat apa kn?..n pd masa tu jgk, irna found a poem book,written by christopher rsanya..ntah xingat..irna just ska dia pnya stail of language n dia mgunakan bhasa lama,it's nicely done!..n irna pom slin la bbrapa pkataan bru for reference.irna pom balik tgk dictionary,semua pkataan tuh xda pom dlm kamus,so xbleh la nk guna utk essay!..but poem is different!..tu yg irna ska psal poem,bleh gna ssuka hati n rasa jer..so,irna pom decide nk guna semua pkataan tuh dlm poem..kbetulan pulak, sesuai dgn poem yg irna nk buat..

*draft poem nih!..

mcm tu la rupa draft asal poem irna,lps tulis n bpuas hati brulah di'transfer' balik ke bku poem irna~

*ni bku poem irna!

lps tuh brulah irna pilih sama ada nk post k x..btw, kat tepi bku poem tuh, kan ada dictionary, itu pom bnda yg amat mbantu irna tulis poem..dictionary itu sangat bagus!!

nmpaknya poem kna post kat page laen~..

You Were There For Me

isshh~..what am i doing?..posting a poem?..no3..irna is not a 'jiwang' girl i think..but i couldn't help myself taking a pen and write a poem..does everybody do it?
but after i read this, i could stop myself from laughing..seriously, i don't really think that i could wrote a poem..
i've got addicted to poem after niji or amni do lots of poem and it's really struck my heart..n i also wrote a special poem for her that i made it myself.yup! just for her..niji, next post ok!..

this poem is about friendship, n it's my fifth poem in my poetry book..it is about friendship that i have for years, about friends who really meant to me..friends who always listen to me when i'm having difficulties and problems..thanks FRIENDS!
dedicated to: cbt teams, niji,classmates[ shu,yam, n so on],kak ten, n team it buddies~

words last forever,

at this moment,

that seem like the old,

yet it only happen,

when friendship born,

and dream for one.

tears fill me,

with both good and bad,

some nearly forgotten,

yet all dear to heart.

you always here,

in times of hand,

and times in thanks.

you kept by myside,

and held me up,

through your ever caring looks,

to your comforting hugs,

and i always know that,

you are always here.

at last~

yea3..periksa dah abes slps 2 weeks dok myeksa hidupku..hu3
emm~
overall exam kali ni irna xharpkn result yg comeii
hu3
natijahnya~
no 'BINTANG' 4 this exam~
sorry byk2 mak su nah!
again n again [ala2 2PM]

hari ni kat skul ada jamuan lps abes periksa + jamuan oleh naibah tsyg cik syafiqah aka fiq or 'bitey'..ha3..
daku hnya mmpu mrenung mknn yg thidang
at least bleh ar tolom2 kerat apa2 yg ptut~
msa dlm peksa irna ddk dlm klas tp balaskn tikar yg dibawa oleh nab n irna sndiri..lbh mesra bumi dan lantai
tp ada sedikit ketidak sedapan~
dlm minggu nih jgop tp xtau blo ado ore pinje tkar irna tp xsipe blik..siap ado nasik lagi ats tikar!..maroh teman
last2 irna gi tulis kat dpn
"sapo2 yg guna tikar sila simpan + lipat balik..terima kasih~"
so,
ari ni tikar ku trlipat cntik wlaupun ado rumput kes pngguna yg mgunakannya gna msa kat pdang..tp at least lipat balik ni dop gna sajo jas tp xse sipe..pndai ambk pndai sipe ar~

msa peksa ni jgop irna dok mgarut kokse
mgelarkan diri sndir "ma" stand 4 mama yg mpunyai 7++ org ank..tmasuk ank angkat.ha3..

yam~..ank angkat tbaru~

so bos, no lwtn smbil ngapo lg?
nk wat lwtn gano poSO!!
ha3..cr nyakit molep jale2 dlm poso..mmg thp mguji iman la gi KB mall dlm poso..lalu dpn "stesen bihuun" or "stesen mee" aka noodle station, my favourite stop..ha3..
no bowling~ [bowling??]
no parkway~
no popular
no SMO
no bla3
no no no!
meeting tlh dibuat n mmutuskn no lwtn smbil ngapo in cuti nih!..

irna pom dh bkira2 nk wat gapo dlm cuti nih
1.gi study ngan amni
2.habiskn english novel irna yg blabuh ats mja
3.download lagu korea~
4.tgk cito korea sapa penim palo
5.kcau ore
6.sipkn hwork yg ttnguh~
7.bla3
8.update blog cbt,irna n fs

so, tunggu msa jah nk buat~

owh~

xingat..

ari ni genap seminggu lbih pencil case pink ku hilang~

tolom ar..bg blik pncil case ku itu..sie ko ore..xpsal2 kna wat ic bru..hbs ile sumo pen2,mechanical pencil pen ku,argh!..nepek file ku yg ku beli scra haram mgunakan duit mumku jga hilang!..hu3..sie la weii..tido xkenyang mkn xbasah mndi xlena skrg nih~

ish!

.YIK n EXAM.~

hu3..
dah la irna x post..dkt seminggu sero..adoyk bndo nk crito tp malas nk tulis..=]
ari ni exam..
hu3..byngkan org laen sebelum ni dh sibuk "ngapa'' seminggu sblm exam irna n da geng plop sibuk dok wat bnda ko YIk..ada k ptut?..kesian kami xsempat bca!!..tapi tkpo gak bleh pengalaman bru~..
nk cito psal kat blai islam skit..kat blai islam ari tu ado Pameran Sains n Teknologi dr 6-9 Ogos 2009..n irna lak pekso trial 10/8/09..penuh molep schedule..hu3..kat situ sgt best.kitaorg kna jga booth no 31 yakni [yakni??] dr kul 8 pg smpai kul 6 ptg..exceli samapi kul 10 mlm tp disbbkn kami pompuan n enggak elok utk seorg pompuan tubik mlm2 so bdk2 maahad lelaki [MJ] yg jgakan..kitaorg jga smbil bjaln2 tgk pameran..smpai abg celcom pom dh knal..tp yg amt ku tidak berpuas hati..dr 10 keping tiket cabutan beryuah yg irna ambk 1 pom xkna!..maroh teman!!..cik fifi plop ambk 4 pom xkna..baik la ain ambk 1 pom kna..xadil btul!..pah2 ado jgop cito nkal psal 1 org luar nih..mr kat booth kitaorg then tnya psal kat mna keropok pling sedap..then kitaorg suggestkn kat tok bali..so dia tnya la mna tu tok bali kitaorg ckp kat "rettok".org tu pom ckp yg "rettok" tu retak aka pecah..ha3..terus kitaorg gelakkan dia..hu3..hu3..teringat psal fifi,kiki n wanda la plop..hu3.
pah2 ader abg bomba yg xpuas hati ngan booth kami..booth kami ader buat mind reader..tp bomba tu xpuas hati sbb kitaoreg bleh bca mind dia..dia tunggu kat booth kitaorg..lma gak..ph2 ajk kwn2 diorg semua test mind reader..pah2 ader sep2 nurse dr USM buat mind reader..sbb pak cik tuh mcm nk tau sgt tpaksalah kitaorg bg tau rahsia mind reader tuh..tp mind reader tuh mmg dpt smabutan yg hangat...kiataorg tpaksa ttp booth awl sbb exam..kitaorg ttp botth lbh krg kul 1 PM tp tgh kemas2 tuh ada pak cik dtg n tnyakan psal mind reder..kesian lak tgk paklcik tuh
exam ari ni!
mlm belum exam dikejutkn dgn brita cik ibah msk wad..huissh!..ingtkn kna selsema [tuut] tp tidak..yelah skolah pom tgh sibuk psal bnda hangat nih sbb ada bdk skul kna selsema [tuut..] so. mati2 ingat ibah kna bnda tuh..farhana lak atar msj kul 12 lbh mna la xterkejut..rupa2nya ibah msk wad sbb apendiks..hu3..syafakillah~
periksa trial ni irna periksa dlm dewan..hiush..terus tkt..kalau lam klas tuh rsanya laen skit..ni dewan pah2 gna mic plop..trus xleh jwb.ha3..pah2 irna msk dewan ngan raidah ku tsayang sbb nk tau ddk kat mna..sbb msa diorg simpan dwn orna xdop..ddk pah2 sa ado org cuit irna..eh yam!?..la duk tepi jah?..
tp msa exam quran irna nk mrh sket..ye la quran kn..tgh2 dok recall ayt quran tiba2 ustaz ganggu ngan mic psan srh penuhkan slip msk dewan n so on..trus ganggu konsentrasi irna,,masa lam exam tuh irna dok lwn batuk ngan yam..tp irna pnya xder la steruk yam..kesian yam..then irna tgk dia pkai mask.irna pom ader mask tp xsnggup nk pkai..ha3.irna tgk yam cam ninja lak..ha3
then it;s nahu
lam kul 11 gituh kitaorg msk dwn..ddk ngan konfidennya sbb dh spot soalan n dh risik soalan ngan [tuut]..hu3,..ingatkn bleh la jwb tp hampeh!.soraf mnganggu hdpku!..n irna time jwb nahu plop sgt2 mngantuk..xthn weh..siap sengguk2 lagih..siap jer tulis n jwb semua irna trus tido..xla lama sgt..then rsa ada org dtg kat irna rupa2 ckgu tasnim..ckgu tanya irna dh siap k blum..last2 irna check jwpn tkt ader yg ttinggal agak2 berpuas hati [walaupun tidak] trus hntar..bygkan dlm 1 dewan tuh irna la org first yg antar kertas..amaran:[don't try this at home!]

huish!
xper la dh lwt nih..Bm pom blum tgk2 lagi...tgk jer?

huh~!

kuang3~
irna smakin tension!
periksa dh mkn dekat..,kerja pom mkin byk..hmwork pon dh mggunung..skit lagi nk sma tinggi ngan mount everest..mata pon dh pedih2 dok mngadap komputer..irna hv to stop 4 a while!..
utk mengelakkan mataku bertambah rosak..irna 'terpaksa' menstopkn aktiviti surfing internet n ini trmasuklah blogging n fs!..no more blogging n fs!..bkn utk slama2nya tp skejap utk bg laluan kpd exam~!..
irna xnak my report card merah!..xnak essayku bbunga2..xnak3!..
n
smalam irna pi blajar chemis wif my FRIEND miss amni yg kiut..best blajr ngan dia..n she's soo brilliant!..u can be a great tutor!..n bru irna tau yg irna sgt2 teruk..huh!..kna study kuat lg nih!..n next week (mybe) nk pi blajar lg ngan dia..sorry amni nk kacau amni lagi!..

n tis week irna nk pi mliburkn dri kat balai islam!..kas3..sapa nk ikut jom!..ada pameran ntah..lupa nk tnya..n that's mean irna tpaksa mhitamkn diri di bwh terik mentari~.(kalau xddk bwh booth la~)..dr pg hingga ke petang!,,aduss~..
ahh~